My brain has stopped working properly. I can’t remember words like umm… table or er…tree. I’m unable to finish sentences. I keep losing stuff – including myself – feel incapable of finding rooms in the school I’ve worked at for three and a half years. I’m used to this in brief episodes – put down to hormones or dyspraxia or anxiety or overwhelm or disassociation. But this has been for a whole unbroken month. And the ‘lost days’ – where anything beyond a bath on my days off exhausts me – are outnumbering the good days again. I’m distressed. I couldn’t bear to stop functioning again. Like before. I don’t think it’s down to depression though. This feels different.